it's a learning process, yeah?

i think for a long time i've been running at a million miles per hour,
seeing blurs of faces, but not the people behind them.


and i thought that was okay.
but i see now that it was not.
is not.. okay.



please forgive me for where i have failed you.
and you. and you. and you. and you. and You.




so i need to slow down.
please excuse me for however long this will take.
i really do need to just fall off the face of the earth for awhile.
so i will do that as best as i can.

if you want to keep me updated on your life.. messages or emails are wonderful (uhoh_itslucy@yahoo.com). i would love to hear how everything is going with you.. and how i may pray for you.

i'm not being overdramatic. i promise.
this is just something i need to do.
i hope you guys will understand.



i just need to be as alone as possible so God's voice can be the only one i hear.
the one that rings clearest.