sometimes i can't take it. YEAH i do take it personally when someone doesn't call me back. i take it kinda personal when people don't write me back on facebook, but they write everyone else back. it may seem stupid to you because "oh it's just facebook" and yeah i get that. so it's whatever.
but i'm sick of IMing you.
of IMtexting you.
of calling you...
and getting crap in return. i take it personally and then i just swallow it and try again.
you guys are so freakin rude.
i'm trying to reach out.. i'm sorry i didn't try earlier.. but i'm trying now.
that's gotta count for something, right?
i know things come up.. you might be busy at the moment i'm trying to reach you..but i know you aren't busy all day.. i KNOW you freaking text on your phone all the freaking time.... so maybe you can be a little courteous when i'm trying to reach you? let me know "hey i'm a little busy but i'll get back to you later." just SOMETHING??? please??
it's just crap like this that makes me want to crawl into a hole and not come out. how do You do it, God?
i keep asking to hang out and you say you'll give me a call later but you DON'T. i wanna say i'll stop trying, but knowing me, i'll keep trying.
this rant isn't out to attack anyone in particular.. it's just a whole lot of yall doing the same thing to me so it gets really frustrating. i don't mean to offend you or make you angry.. just hear me out. someone please LISTEN.
so here's what it is.
i don't want your pity..i just want you to know.
and to maybe understand.
Jesus never quit trying. His love for us didn't have limits or conditions.
that's the example i'm trying to live out to you.
